I have visited the temple twice and my heart breaks even more each time. I have been brought to tears at that place. People are putting their hope in rocks, metals, and people all of these will fail them. I have hope in the one true God who will never fail me. He will never forsake me, break my heart, or hurt me. He loves me.
"The idols of the nations are silver and gold, made by the hands of men.They have mouths, but cannot speak, eyes, but they cannot see;they have ears, but cannot hear,nor is there breath in their mouths.Those who make them will be like them, and so will all who trust in them."
Psalms 135 :15-18
Psalms 135 :15-18
Another thing that breaks my heart is a viscous cycle. Proverbs 22:6 says "Train a child up in the way he should go; and when he is old he will not depart from it." This is a scary truth. I see parents at the temple teaching their children to pray to the idols and how to find their fortunes. I was blessed to have parents who brought me up in the church. Others have not been so fortunate. My prayer is that parents will become believers and they will teach those truths to their children. Especially if fathers trust in Father! This is still a very man dominated society. If a Father believes then the mothers are more likely to believe and the children will hopefully become believers. Faith is not guaranteed to children of believers, but being raised in an environment that believing in Father is encouraged is something that is needed in Japan. So many families here will disown a child who believes, no matter their age.
A heartbreaking reality of Japan is the suicide rate. Japan has one the highest suicide rates in the world. What has been hard is when we are riding the trains, on the screens an alert comes up and says "accident" and a sign 人 comes up. This means a suicide has occurred. It is heartbreaking to be riding the trains and to look up and see that two or three suicides have occurred. It is hard to ride the trains everyday and almost everyday you are alerted of an accident. To think that they felt they have nothing to live for and there is no where to turn but death is terrible. On one ride home, I saw three "accident" alerts come up and my train was stopped for the tracks to be cleared. To think that only a few minutes before, someone took their own life is heart wrenching. Father gives us life in Him and hope.
One of my favorite spots is the Starbucks looking over the Shibuya crosswalk. It is also a harsh reality, as I look out on the street and see the thousands of people cross. To think that most of those people do not know Jesus and some may not be alive the next day because of suicide is heart wrenching. It is my favorite spot in Tokyo to sit, read, journal, and most of all pray for the people I see as they cross the intersection. Being there and seeing all the people makes me think of two verses.
"Be still and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth."
Psalms 46:10
"Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous deed among all peoples."
Psalms 96:3
This picture is of the crosswalk when its not too busy.
Psalms 46:10
"Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous deed among all peoples."
Psalms 96:3
Amazing job, Allison. I am touched. Thank you for sharing your experiences and your insights. But, more importantly, thank you for reminding me how important it is that we live in a God loving nation.
ReplyDeletePraying for you Allison! But more than that, i'm praying for Japan!
ReplyDeleteFather,
I pray that you bring joy and encouragement to Allison despite the heartbreaking lostness she passes by everyday. I pray for the people of Japan, that you would move in a big way. And Father, sometimes this takes patience, but I pray as Allison is there that you would bring her opportunities to make you known. I pray that you would give her a unique opportunity THIS WEEK. Put someone in her path that so desperately needs you, and remind her that she already has all the strength she needs to share you with them because she has YOU in her. I pray for the heart of that person, that it would be aching for you and that that person would see YOU in Allison. Give her the rest she needs and fill her up with you every morning.
We LOVE YOU SO MUCH
amen.
Love ya girl! Can't wait to have coffee when we get back to school and hear about your trip!